Update: 7 Months Post-Caffeine-Induced Panic Attack and Still Not Back To Normal
It has been 7 months post-anxiety attack caused by caffeine. I have not felt normal in seven months.
I think I am experiencing some form of greatly increased anxiety, some form of depersonalization derealization, along with constant brain fog, a quiet and high-pitched ringing in my right ear, "swooshing" sound in left ear that I mostly hear at night, random aches and pains, sometimes pain in limbs, weak limbs, and limbs much much easier to get "staticky" (going to sleep) when pressure is put on them. I also cannot tolerate spicy foods anymore (lightheaded, anxiety attack, "lie bumps" on tongue). There were also a few weeks when, at random moments, my heart would pump hard for a singular beat (not painful but makes me aware of my own heart), and I also began to feel lightheaded (when standing up, but also a bit 24/7). I have also noticed light sensitivity and visual clipping. Additionally, I have felt this cold sensation on the top of my head at random times since this began, like cold air is blowing through the top of my head or something. I also seem to have increased heartburn and acid, which is causing my throat to hurt and be irritated, and is causing me to cough a lot. My stomach seems to be slowly processing food, as I sometimes only excrete a little bit, not the usual amount.
The reactions to spicy food only started several months ago, and only since then have I started to feel lightheaded 24/7, limbs feeling weird and weak, an odd and uncomfortable heartbeat occasionally, and "swooshing" in the left ear at night. My stomach also started getting random pains, which have mostly gone away but still come back sometimes.
I have been to the hospital again after I stopped being able to tolerate spicy food, as I had an incident at work where I felt very lightheaded after I had to move something heavy. They performed additional bloodwork, an ECG, a chest x-ray, and a CT scan and found nothing.
I also went to my family doctor and had a check-up shortly after September 2025, during which nothing was found wrong (no deficiencies in any vitamins, thyroid was ok). I went to my family doctor again after my body stopped being able to tolerate spicy foods, and they told me to check with my psychiatrist and go from there (I have an appointment with the hospital psychiatrist tomorrow).
Recently, I have also felt like the inside of my right ear is plugged. Also, for the last week or so, I've noticed my ears "dropping out" of hearing, as if someone slowly turned the volume down on them for a few seconds before it returns to normal. There was one time when the ringing in my left ear got super loud for a few seconds, then disappeared.
All of these bodily sensations began after the caffeine incident in September 2025, and I have never experienced anything like this before.
I guess I just want to understand - can anyone relate to any of this stuff? Are all of these 24/7 constant bodily sensations and anxiety truly all from anxiety? Is it really possible that I may have accidentally triggered my body into getting Generalized Anxiety Disorder by having too much caffeine at once? I'm just nervous about the whole thing because every doctor is just shrugging their shoulders and saying they don't know what's happening.
In terms of next steps, as I mentioned, I have an appointment tomorrow with the hospital psychiatrist who will assist with diagnosis and prescriptions. I have been referred to online group therapy and individual phone therapy, both run by the local health care organization. I have also purchased supplements, Ashwaganda and Magnesium Glycinate, but I have not taken either as I am scared of their effects on my body if I am unable to tolerate them. I have had zero caffeine since September 2025 (except the trace amounts in chocolate which doesn't seem to do anything to me).
I am also scared of the psychiatrist just saying I have anxiety and then assigning me a heavy-duty SSRI that would mess me up when it is, in fact, not needed at all, and I actually have some other condition entirely that all these doctors are somehow overlooking.
Can anyone help provide some perspective on my situation?