So, I smoke weed before I shift, It gets me the most results and has gotten me the closest to shifting to my dr, but, the problem is, with a mix of the weed and the vibrations and all the other symptoms of shifting, I get sick. I don’t know how to get past it, because its to the point I have to force myself out of void because I get so nauseous.
does anyone have any advice? thanks.
Okay, so. probably holding myself back with this method of thinking, but, I feel stuck.
the title is probably super confusing but let me explain
I’ve had that famous realization that I shift every single day, but the problem is I can’t shift to where I want to go. I want something and I have it usually. But honestly the one thing I cant seem to get is the whole shifting to where I wanna go thing down.
I’m able to induce symptoms super quickly (and yes, I’m aware symptoms don’t really mean anything) and all those parts are just so dreadfully easy to me now, but I just can’t do it the way I desperately need to.
I’ve put so much time, effort, and even money (I’ve bought crystals and spell ingredients specifically for shifting) into shifting to a better cr for myself but its so hard to get there. It probably stems from my own disbelief in “perfection” but in reality, I know my new home wont be perfect, but I just cant stop holding it on that high of a pedestal. Or maybe I just need to change my belief in perfection not existing? I don’t know.
I’ve been shifting since 2021 and have only ever felt feelings of the drs I want to go to.
Sorry for the ramble, but I’m just trying to get everything straight so maybe someone understands and can help me figure out how to get rid of all these contractions in my brain haha!!
does anyone have literally any advice?