I don't feel like a woman
Idk what else to say. I have a masculine face. Big nose, big forehead, cleft chin, and every time I look in the mirror I feel like a monster.
I've been bullied all my childhood for my looks. One of my friends told me I have "unique and unusual features". I feel like guys cringe when they talk to me. I don't like being friends with pretty women because the attention they get makes me feel resentful. I don't have the same experiences they do. I have no experiences at all.
I wanna be loved and considered pretty enough for someone to want to be in a relationship with me, but I will never get this. I feel horrible for masturbating when I don't deserve to feel good. I'm too ugly to feel good
No man is ever going to love me ever but it is just something I need to accept.