Was it sa?
OK SO HUGE TW
afew months back I was 12/13 Idr how recent it was tho I think it was when I was 12 a grown man was making comments about how I was mature for my age and how badly he wanted to f*ck me… we were at a book store and I didn’t know this man, he was saying how he couldn’t hold it in and how he needed me… I didn’t know what to do and I was in shock and panicking… no one was around and I didn’t know what to do, he adventually grabbed my wrist and dragged me somewhere and threatened me if I didn’t obey he would harm me… it scared me so I just went with, he brought me somewhere tho still in a public space and started kissing me, i did everything I could to just get out of it tho was to scared to move, I feel stupid for not doing anything, he started touching me threw my clothing and tryed to unzip my pants, I was crying and trying to ask him to stop… he didn’t till someone had come by and he stoped and I ran faster then I ever had… I can’t sleep easily and it affected my life poorly, its foggy tho clear? idk tho I feel like since he didn’t actually like yk, it doesn’t count as sa? I don’t really know… I havnt told my therapist out of fear she will tell my mom cause she tells my mom stuff even after i beg her not to