Summary: dated for 1 month, broke up for 2 months, reconciled
Initially we started off quite slow just coffee dates to learn more about each other and then we got to seeing each other more and doing experiences together to learn more about each other (no sex). Initially I didn’t even like him and blocked his number for no reason. After reconciling and spending time with him I noticed how caring and emotionally expressive he is. I love how he says things and shows up for it, especially once when my train was cancelled and I told him about it and he immediately drove out for 1hr and 30mins to pick me up.
Fast forward we ended things because I felt it was getting too intense. But we met again at the same shop that we initially met at but 2 months later and it was clear my feelings for him never disappeared. During those 2 months, I went on dates and I didn’t feel anything with anyone. Whereas with him I genuinely care when he is sad, happy etc. I love the version of myself when I’m with him, I’m quite relaxed and don’t have to present a polished version and he loves that version of me too. In a few conversations we had, he said I love you and when I asked he meant he knows it’s crazy to say so soon but just back tracking to say that his feelings towards me are strong.