inviting herself
hi everyone! my mother keeps trying to inviting herself over to my (26/f) apartment and it's giving me really bad anxiety because she's been holding me hostage about it for like a month now. we're low contact, i cant go no contact bc its honestly just impossible and too much to juggle right now, but i've cut down a tremendous amount. anyway - i just moved into this place and like a month ago she was like "i'll come down next weekend to check it out" no invite. i stupidly said sure, she's now cancelled three weeks in a row and it trying to come over tomorrow and it's giving me such bad anxiety because i really don't want her in my space and nitpicking and yapping at me all day (yes she's a boomer). i know that "no." is a complete sentence but it just doesn't work for my situation at the moment i'm sure a lot of you understand. anyway - not sure what i'm hoping with this post, maybe some of you are going through the same thing. maybe i should just suck it up and let her come over to get it over with, idk. i have anxiety though either way lmao. i just want to be left alone lowkey, it's just an apartment it's nothing special i don't get it.