Update about the tantric massage
So went through with it and didn't back out. I'm glad i didn't because the guy was so nice and understood how i was shy and things. I ended up almost falling asleep during it
But God when it came to him giving me the happy ending, there was so much build up during the massage that when he was giving me it came almost instantly
If you haven't ever experienced one before 10 out of 10 id recommend experiencing one for yourself
When I get enough money going to arrange to meet again