Thoughts??
Liked a guy A LOT like everytime we were together i felt like all my problems were gone and so happy and we got on really well - we shared the same class for maths. Everyone thought we were dating, there were lots of rumours and teasing although we were just friends. Even tho im the girl I still wanted to know where we stood as tbf it was killing me and we had v important exams soon so I wanted to know so I didnt get distracted on something that may've been nothing, and so I basically one to one told him that I liked him and what he thought about that. To which he said we had great chemistry but he didnt see me in that way. We decided to remain friends and it wasnt awkward at all - if anything it brought us closer and we began chatting every single day and snapping a lot to the point we were each others best friends on snap and stuff over his other best friends he's had for ages. Come his birthday I wrote him a card as i would do for any friend and after that he asked to meet up one on one. I went in thinking it was as friends obviously but normally we'd hang out at school with my other friend - who wasn't invited. and when we met up w did casual stuff right getting drinks, food (which he paid for - although i felt bad at the end insisting i paid at least for the drinks - we had 2 lots of drink and a meal and as we said we were friends I thought this was only right to contribute something). He planned the whole hang out like locations and everything too. During the hang out we spent like a good 6 hours together and went to like parks, listened to music and sat under a tree like laying down and like disclosed a lot of like personal stuff - he did especially about his family and his problems and fears. I know from his friends he's never done this w a girl alone before too. Like also like our arms and stuff touched/leaned on each others a hell of a lot and nobody moved and he also let me drink out of his drink and like kept on looking at me and teasing me and stuff like more than ever before. I mean like I just dont know how to interpret it , I think I may be overthinking , i still really like him even tho I know hes not the one for me but he does make me really happy. I think also knowing the girls he's liked before - quite a few tbf makes me feel so confused as to why not me ? yeah idk writing this out just helps me process it - this all happened yesterday w the meet up so i guess we shall see what happens ... any thoughts would help