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I just had pest control leave after an initial inspection. apparently I’ve had bedbugs for 6 months. I’ve had bumps on my arms for months that I thought was a rash because my boyfriend wasn’t getting them. I feel like I’ve infected everyone I love. I have one family member who is going to be so mad at me and I have to tell them but am so afraid. I am supposed to go to an event next week with lots of people I love, but treatment won’t occur until the following week. how do I not feel disgusting. how do I keep going to work. I hate this.