u/Impossible_March_155

The tears never seem to come when I need them most.

I am horrible and selfish. I don’t care about getting better anymore I just want to go away forever. I’m willing to stain my friend’s lives with grief forever, because I’m too weak to do anything about myself. I’ve attempted to reach out, it didn’t go anywhere and I’m too lazy to make an appointment or call back. I don’t want to. I’m a selfish little whiny brat.

I wish I could remove myself from everyone’s memories. They don’t deserve to feel bad cause of me. It’s not their fault I came into their lives and attached onto them like a leech. I’m so shitty to them