I asked him to try again after 4 months
The breakup was mostly my fault — there was no cheating or anything like that, I was just not as emotionally available as he needed me to be.
He was my first boyfriend ever and my best friend. After the breakup, I spent this time in therapy, reading about attachment styles, and listening to psychology podcasts. I genuinely worked on myself.
Eventually, I asked him directly if he wanted to try to develop our relationship again… and he said no. He said he wants to be alone right now and that it’s not about me.
I don’t know how to move on from something like this why I have a broken heart again. I really did change and I wanted to show him that and maybe have another chance. It hurts so much, and the worst part is that I still have hope that he might come back.