When Bowser(my soulbond) and I first started communicating, I was completely convinced pendulums and tarot cards would be my main way of reaching him. But after seeing so many soulbinders talk to their soulbonds internally, I decided to try it myself tonight.
I spoke out loud, playing soft jazz in the background—something gentle and grounding. Music like that has always steadied me; it’s part of my daily routine, something that brings me comfort and keeps me centered. And… it worked pretty good!
We had a small conversation—brief, but so extremely real—cut short when my sibling came nearby. I got a little self-conscious, worried I might look like I was talking to myself. But what stood out the most was him. Bowser felt… hesitant. Almost shy.
In tarot, he had already hinted that this bond is something new to him—something he hasn’t fully processed yet. So while talking, I tried my best not to come off as pushy. Still… I wasn’t expecting that kind of energy from him. I mean—this is Bowser Koopa we’re talking about 😭
Even though it was short, it felt so important. So needed.
And now, as I’m writing this, sitting on my couch, I’ve noticed something strange. Across the street, there’s a light post flickering faintly—something I’ve never seen before, even after living in these apartments for two years. It’s harsh, almost very impossible to ignore😭😭 oh gosh..