Can Prozac cause OSDD-like symptoms?
I'm a minor. I've been taking Prozac 20mg for depression since early April.
I'm probably skipping over a bit because my memory of these two weeks isn't the strongest, just fyi.
Two weeks ago, I had a very sudden bout of disassociation followed by a total loss of identity, then a switch in identity(i typically use they/them, this no longer seemed to fit), a massive uptick in body dysphoria(my body literally didn't feel like it was mine, like I was a skinwalker), and an urge to self-harm that I haven't really gotten before. My name also no longer seemed to fit. When I went to sleep I think I heard two voices speaking to me(More like thoughts that were'nt mine than actual voices)(One trying to calm me down) but I'm not sure, could have been imagining things. I woke up back to normal.
A day or two after this, I had a period where I had something similar with the disassociating and identity loss, but this was followed by what seemed like a regression in age. My name and gender again no longer seemed to fit, and my body dysphoria again went up(same skinwalkery feeling). I spoke and walked a lot differently too. I was much much happier than before. Again I woke up normal.
A few days after this, i had another period of disassociation followed by a loss in identity and then a change in identity. Now I was a man, kind of? Like in a detached way. I used he/him for myself. I also swear I had, like, phantom wings??? Which sounds stupid but it was pretty intense and not fun. I was thinking and speaking in a much more flat, monotone, kinda like... professional manner I guess? I also walked without a slouch which is NOT normal for me. And I had way more motivation, I was able to do homework and shower and get water and stuff way more easily. But I couldn't really do art or anything creative like I usually do, it was way more of a struggle than usual. This lasted forrrr I think two or three days.
After the two or three days, I didn't immediately go back to normal. Instead, I had the same dissociative period etc, but now I was like... I felt like a man? I was a lot more flirtatious for some reason, way more boisterous and full of energy than I usually am. This lasted for like an hour, and then I had the dissociative period and went back to normal. Also, I think i sort of recognized this like male version of myself as one of the voices I heard on the first day? But that could easily have been me making things up.
Similar things have been happening constantly since. Several more personality states have popped up.
The first "personality state" returned around a weekish ago and I ended up hurting myself which isn't something i'd ever done before. The child personality i mentioned has had a few returns as well.
I'm confused because as far as I know, I'm not traumatized. And OSDD is a trauma disorder, I have a history of totally forgetting trauma so that could be it?? But I was raised pretty sheltered, homeschooled most of my life and stuff.
I feel like I kinda remember this happening in the past but i really don't know. My memory for stuff like that kinda sucks. I've always had a kinda fluid gender and sexuality and level of dysphoria, and I've had mood swings for ages, I know that.
I know Endogenic systems exist but those always seem to be like. Voluntary? And this was super not voluntary.
I just would like to know if this is at all something that could be caused by Prozac???? Because if it is I'd really like it to stop, lol
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