Got to experience beginner's luck in trading at the start and now thinking to quit.
I started learning to trade just after I got into college spent 6 months in observing the chart and started to trade on a free funded account. Passed two phases with so called beginner's luck i guess and failed the last one after which bought another passed phase one and on phase two made 800usd in a single day while laying on a hospital bed and things started to get worse from here blew the account next day. Psychology got fucked went on a 15 day loosing streak blew many accounts
. And the problem was I didn't wanted to see a red number on my account bought 1 dollar accounts of gft was close to the payout but blew the account just because I didn't wanted to see a red number. Took a 15 days break bought another . First two trades went breakeven and eventually lost 40 dollar on the third one after which while trying to recover the 40 dollar I blew the account and now I don't think I can buy another account I have lost it all. And I don't think I would be able to fix my psychology ever. I am leaving this stuff right here. I don't think I am meant to see dreams. Never got the desired results in any of the field I have put my work in whether it be studies sports esports or this daytrading lol.