Hey,
To be honest, I’m not quite sure why I’m doing this. We have not spoken in months. We haven’t been together in even longer. Despite this, I can’t even put to words how much it all changed me. The months with you and subsequent period living as strangers at a pretty uncomfortable proximity taught me more than I could’ve imagined. It was something I never really was able to get used to. I would still do it all over again. I always gave you my best. For that, I don’t have any regrets. Some will live their whole lives without experiencing what I did, even if it was only for a short while. Anyways, I’m moving out. I didn’t want to leave any word unspoken or unwritten. Leaving is closing a chapter, which you were a part of. Even as life went on, I still had to walk to work. I was never the biggest fan of exposure therapy. It’s a weird feeling knowing that someone is gone… but also very much right there. So that’s that I guess. I wanted to respect your wishes of not wanting to catch up. If I ever do hear from you again, it better be from Dr.___.
Best,
(She’s been trying to go to med school)