u/ImpressivePick500

After awakening I found myself getting so angry with things I can’t instantly change. I grew up without politics and religion but here we are. I believed Tupac when he said only god can judge you. My teenage self assumed there is no higher power and just internalized that statement to projection. My triggers are children, females and men in that order. Protect children, consent is the true currency and death is not the end so men can be dealt with accordingly. I’ll just leave it there. The truth is, anger and negativity are such a small percentage of my day to day but what a world we live in. I meditated the other night in chokeslamming Trumps energy into an ocean of energy. I then switched to my own father and gave him the same treatment. But I also gently brought him back to the surface. The funny thing is I first tied it out on myself so I didn’t really hurt Trump. I’m still unclear on how powerful we can be. Wow, I type stream of consciousness mind mapping and it goes off the rails quickly.

I created an Instagram page with 0 flowers/0 following that I just post art to myself in stories with music. I absolutely love sound and vision together. I don’t understand using social media normally and will not. But I’m still participating because I see all of you and so many other people trying. I just feel like I get too real too fast.

My question is: does it come off as unhinged? I have to be very mindful of balancing not caring with consideration. I found out the hard way several times what can happen when you open up.

Also side note: I have four decades worth of art/writing creating that I’ve never shared. This is pretty tame. The creating when I’m feeling pure love is much more wilder and out there. Not understating the volume of ideas covering everything. Children’s books are a favorite, wish I knew the right person to give them to. So far most of it will go to my daughter and son.

Quick thought; one book is called Zackari Zebra “Serengeti Season”. Other characters are Zebra group, Ostrich best friend, dragonfly, blue wildebeest and a Lioness. Funny seeing things I wrote as a child. Anyone can take anything from this and use. I’ve learned every loophole that exists.