u/ImpressiveRisk6167

It's been a month or two now, i don't know what to do with all his purchases on me.

There's so much of guilt & shame if i were to still have them when it would only remind me of all the things he had gone through, the time he's spent, the efforts & everything else, all to only go in vain.

i have been staring at those garments & gifts for a while not knowing if i should just discard them (I don't hve the guts to put them on)

In hindsight i see i didn't contribute much to the relationship at all, he was the one carrying it all planning dates, movies, even while being on a busy schedule.

It's what they call 'doing the bare-minimum'

ps: open to criticism & one's perspective

Are there any likely chances for 150 score for the recent uniform services considering the 1:3 ratio?

And the cutoff being from 150 onwards( it's not likely right)?

TLDR: A man-child whining!

No amount of contemplating, self-awareness or regrets change a bit of me, these intense thoughts are there for a while then i'm' back to the 'same old me'

Isolation does no good either, wishing someone to find you, out of nowhere lol

Feeding to every petty distractions rather than doing wht needs to be done.

People change, grow over time but here I am just getting older, even I'm tired of myself at this point. I see it all happening being merely a passive observer.

It's as if i've pretended my way all through it.

Conclusion: There's none, just wasted your precious read