u/Impressive_Bonus5113

Could anyone please advice on what to do and what is going on ?
I'm not feeling her since 3 weeks while she seems to be ok in her life and I'm fine as well. It's a bit brutal for me as I've always been feeling her strongly or been able to connect, now even when I try I cannot. It's like she is not here at all. It's giving me anxiety and also the feeling that I'm about to have a panick attack which is weird as I've been through a lot in this journey and this doesn't need to lead to such strong feelings.

Something strange happened with my family (seem to be karmi c for sure)

They kicked me out of the house and now my mother is doing everything she can to bring me back (I'm in my twenties so no need to go back) and my father is cold or not talking at all.

Both of their are karmi c, do you have any idea of what it could mean ?

Since a couple of days, I'm feeling my body shaking from inside + a little bit of anxiety that doesn't seem to come from me. Did you experience this ?

I was the chaser but I got tired and I'm quite detached now, I'm also a little detached about my life as well. I did feel this shaking at the beginning of this journey but I haven't felt it recently, could you explain what is this ?