u/Impressive_Grand_908

Long time daily user.
Today my partner told me I need to cut back.
I smoke when I wake and throughout the day but only consuming a q a week.
There are so many ways it helps me get through my daily life such as pain relief, helps me focus, puts me in a good state of mind on the daily and helps me keep level headed ect ect
I can’t see where it affects me negatively as I believe it affects me a little different to most.
I am motivated everyday and use it to help me get through.
Do the long term effects outweigh the good it does for me on the daily?
Am I missing something?
I have always looked at it as a lifestyle or am I just being biased towards it?