u/Impressive_Mark9347

Throwaway account. I, female 50 have been with my husband 64 for 12 years. Recently I found some questionable text messages between a coworker and him. ( for reference he cheated 5 years ago but regrettably didn’t leave as we had a major family crisis) When confronted he said it was a guy but there was absolutely no way. The person was serendipitously going on about some song being played over and over again in their work cars at the same time. Fast forward to last evening, I found the little blue pills in his work backpack. I don’t know what inclined me to look, but he had left it in the living room beside the couch and I happen to work late and he was already sound asleep. He had it tucked away behind his work book and two pills were missing. The timelines didn’t match up so it certainly wasn’t me ( ahem) in amongst other reasons…anyways I am done and am waiting for logistics such as finding a new place, finances etc. to confront him. I don’t want to hear his cheating excuses.
Thank you for reading, just needed to vent to a bunch of strangers as I navigate my way through my anger and disgust. lol tl;dr