Help, I’m struggling so much right now(long post)
I forgot my sister was taking an uber so I went to pick her up and got a phone call with my mom screaming at me accusing me of being on pills and driving her car and I need mental help. Mind you, I do take tramadol but I took it LAST NIGHT. I don’t take it during the day unless I know I won’t need to drive. She refused to let me drive and then I found out why bc she decided to take me to the dang hospital to have me committed voluntarily. I refused bc there’s nothing wrong with me. She brought a nurse to me and she made herself look dumb bc he didn’t seem like he believed her especially when I asked him if I looked high and he said no. He said it was my choice but my mom said if I don’t go she will call the probate office to get me out and put in a hospital or make me homeless. I’ve already called my therapist but they were closed so hopefully she calls me tomorrow. Like am I crazy? I have a cat who is my world I need to take care of and she only likes me. I’m not crazy if anyone is it’s her bc she’s def narcissistic. She’s always shown hate toward just me and no one else. I get screamed at and told my insurance and phone will be cut off(I can’t work due to my lupus and other health issues). I don’t understand how a mom can single out one child and love the others. She never says she loves me. If anything is wrong with me it’s severe anxiety/ptsd like my dr told me and it’s because of her