I quit magick after 14+ years
I can’t believe I’m at this point. I can’t believe this has happened to me after all the relationships I’ve built over years with so many entities. With Magick it’s so easy to destroy, exceptionally hard to build. We as magicians do magick for almost anything. Love, friendship, protection, and money, etc and whenever something goes right we attribute it to the entity we worked with. Yet Nonpractitioners are able to achieve the same result. Yes I’ve had visions, yes I’ve had dreams, yes I’ve had some amazing results, but in all of that I’ve had more bullshit that anything else. This isn’t the first time, but this is the last.
When it comes to money and pure desperation, the magick always fails. One could equate it to a buff from a game and not an all powerful force. Fine, do the shadow work… fine. For whatever odd reason, it will mostly fail. It’s almost as if, it’s your own efforts that make things happen and not magick. How much of this is us tricking ourselves into making things happen for us?
I say all this poorly to say, I’m done. I’m done being set up by spirits, I’m being let down. They don’t care about you, they don’t care me. They feed off of our desperation and need. Your successes were most likely done from your power and no one else’s.