Is Hecate calling me?
Is Hecate calling me?
Sorry this is a long one.
It all started about like maybe four or five months ago when I was suddenly fascinated with the moon I kept seeing moon symbols and moon videos moons just hiding everywhere. I was even looking back at my old camera roll and saw that a few years ago I had even pulled the Moon tarot card (I wasn’t even into tarot when I pulled it) It brought me this weird sense of comfort that maybe it was a sign about some thing, but then I have this annoyingly logical part of me that said signs and symbolisms didn’t exist. I have been atheist for as long as I could remember. My brain could not comprehend or connect to a higher being as much as I would’ve liked to believe in it.
Recently, I have developed this fascination tarot, witchcraft, astrology. I always thought it was cool, but I had no connection to it, not until recently anyways. I decided that maybe I could try exploring secular witchcraft. That was until I saw a video about Hecate. I was mesmerized. I felt chills for minutes. I literally couldn’t look away. I like mythology, but I never believed any of it was real. This however was a different experience. I’ve never experienced anything like this before, and again Ive never believed in higher powers or mythology of any sort, but this felt strange and I was wondering if maybe this was a sign that lady Hecate was calling out to me? I’m really new to all of this. I’m unsure and maybe I sound delusional right now, but I was hoping that someone can educate me. I haven’t been able to think about anything else.
Thank you.
I also wanted to mention that I have been going through a bit of a rough time. My life has went through a lot of sudden changes and I’ve felt lost and unsure where to go or what to do. I’m not sure if this changes anything, I’m not sure if I’m just grasping at this point, but in case it serves any relevance, I thought I’d mention that.