u/Impressive_Rip_1229

I am a Hsts that also struggles with autoandrophilia, i hate the feeling so much of AAP it is so painful internally and I just wish it would go away and another way I found how to turn it off was to transition to female but it’s hard bc of the transphobia in my area I also ever since my autoandrophilia has formed I have had pseudo attraction to females and the attraction goes away after I say I have female parts or that I believe I am a female physically, I had gender dysphoria before my AAP formed and I think my AAP formed due to the lack of attention I got because I have always only been attracted to hetorsexual men and they never wanted me because I wasn’t a female and I was extremely feminine growing up. Does anyone know what else I can do to help me with my AAp and to deal with transphobia.