u/Impressive_Sherbert3

Pre-auth with kirticoaching

I’m gonna try to make this as short as possible. I had an AP. Connection was incredible emotionally and physically. Went on for 2 years and he got caught so we went no contact.

He blocked me on everything and works on his marriage. Thought never talk to him again

Then almost 18 months later he message me. He’s left his wife. Moved out, stopped wearing his ring etc. not legally divorced yet though.

He reaches out to me.. and apologizes for everything. I slowly let him back in. He’s in therapy. That was March 1st.

Now he’s wanting to see me and I’m intrigued and still have strong feelings. But I’m scared because I have gained 40 pounds. Now I wasn’t overweight before I gained the weight but I am now.

I have really been in my head. Been basically starving myself and I’m down ten pounds lol. But I’m afraid he’s gonna see me and be disgusted.

The connection we had was far more than physical but I still hate the way I look & I’m afraid he will too.

Idk if I should just close the door on this connection simply bc of that.