u/Imsobored_101

Ive never had a dom before most of my relationships were toxic besides my most recent one and he’s a sweetheart but i crave and think about having a specific dynamic I really want to be able to submit to someone but by slight force i want them to control me when needed and own me entirely but also comfort me and touch me in affectionate ways. I don’t know how to go about this or what the name is for what I’m feeling but I just want advice on where I should look or what I need to know to process and understand what I’m feeling