u/InALost

I fell like attention seeker writing this post.. But I need to vent somewhere without worring someone who know me..

I have been diagnosed with depression and I am on medicine for 3 months and I don't think that work..

I have suicidal thoughts almost every day and I don't know what to do with it... When I tell that to my doc. he just Ask me if I want to go to the mental hospital and I don't want to.. I wanna tell this to my bf but I don't want to worry him..