disgusted with my brother
My brother is 18 years older than me. He was always my role model and was always there for me. My father was kinda absent in my life and my brother fit that role perfectly and with pride .
We were always there for eachother in everything, sharing thing and secret between us without letting other into our bubble. You could say we were(are?) best friends.
A couple years ago he confessed to me that he is gay. A have absolutely no problem with it (I'm bisexual myself) and I was so happy that he finally trust me and got it out of his chest with me. He also confessed that he has a boyfriend and they are living together, I know his bf and he is the sweetest man ever (let's call him F) and I knew ALL of this but I was happy seeing him finally be himself.
A couple days ago he told me that he and F decided to open the relationship because he asked, he said he was bored of him and how thing were and needed a change, F accepted but I know he is sad about this.
Now I'm not disappointed because hes gay o he's having an open relationship. I'm disappointed because last night he confessed to me that he is having a second relationship with another "man" long time before even opening the relationship, that "man" was even at his house multiple times and things are looking serious, I was sad at the tough of my brother being a cheater but the worst part comes right after, he told me (and show me pictures that confirms) that the "man" is 18 years old...my brother is 42.
I felt automatically disgusted at what he was telling me and the worst part was his completely normal reacción about this, about being in a "relationship" with a 18 year BOY!
I don't know what to think o what to feel, I feel disappointed and disgusted, I feel like I don't know him anymore. I am overreacting?