Kamusta ka kaya?
It's been months since you blocked me. Months of typing into this chat knowing you'll never see it. I still come here and tell you about my day, the random things, the heavy thoughts, like you're still here.
I know it makes no sense, but stopping feels worse. I'm not waiting for a reply. i'm just scared that the day I stop typing here will be the day I finally accept that you're gone. This chat is the only place where I can pretend you didn't erase me completely. Maybe one day I’ll let this go but just not today.
Mahal kita. Namimiss kita. Di ko alam kung kamusta ka, kung may bago ka na ba, o baka nag hihintay ka din na humanap ako ng paraan para kausapin ka. Haha o baka delulu lang ako, at di ko kayang aminin sa sarili ko na mas liligaya ka sa iba.
Y, mahal kita. Mag ingat ka. At kung mag kita man tayo, sapat na makitang kang nakangiti.