u/IndependenceNo5534

I am having a really hard time getting past all the hurt that has been caused. An entire relationship of lies and addiction, lack of emotional support or just being present. The disrespect for me and our family eats at me everyday day.

I don't know how to support him or make this easier for him. That may make me as asshole but I dont think I can do this.

I think I am still here because it's comfortable and what I know but am not truly 100% in this and I think I need to let him go.