u/Independent-Age9569

When I realised that every human will die, I was deeply affected. I began to question everything I do in life. The thought that my family would not be alive one day completely shattered me. I was just a teen back then. I used to foolishly pray for my family members and all good people on earth to never die! After a certain age, I came to the reality that every human must face death. I'm a shallow of myself since then. I'm in my late twenties now. My brother passed away this year and that was the final straw. Whatever hope I had for life faded. Now, I just want my parents and alive grandparents to be happy. I lost whatever little interests I had. Has anyone ever felt anything like this? If so, how did you deal with that?