How to overcome issues that happened in my life till now?
Hi all.. this is my first post
ithu periya rant ha tha irukum.
na school paduchathu elam co-ed tha but ana angayum only boys tha gethu apdi irunthu vantha circle nan.
after that, my college studies kaga na chennai shift anen. inga vanthu first day clg pogumbothu movies la irukura mathiri tha irukum nu dream la irunthen. but reality hits hard.
inga irukura way of talk and activities and expectations lam different approach irunthuthu.
ithuku adapt agurathuke 1 yr agiduchu.
na pakka introvert. close people ta matum tha attach and open na irupen. clg la girls ta pesumbothu la avunga way of thinking and speaking lam enaku purila. athukaga enala enaya change panika mudila.
so ipdiye clg 4 years mudunchuruchu. so enaku frnds nu solikura mathiri girls side yarum ila.
boys ta kuda silla peru kuda matum tha set achu.
ithu voru side,
na school time la irunthu voru girl love panen. double side tha. form 9th std.
crct ta 11th padikum bothu breakup agiduchu. apolam enaku neraya complex irunthuthu. enala handle pana mudila. so finally athu breakup la mudunchuthu. avaloda expectation ku enala change panika mudila. like public ka love irukanum nu nenacha. but enala athu accept panika mudila. apdiye athu prblm mela prblm vanthu breakup la mudunchuthu.
na lockdown batch vera. enala athu overcome panrathuke 2 years aiduchu.
atleast clg la yachum nalla frnds circle kedaikum nu irunthen. ana ingayum adapt agurathuku late achu.
ipdi voru side pogum bothu enoda ex re-entry kudutha. exact ta 2nd yr end la.
thirupi school frnds vechu avunga pesi patch up achu.
apo na enaya neraya avungaluku etha mathiri enaya change panikiten.avungaluku ena pana and epdi iruntha pudikum nu pathupathu panen. so athuku aprm nane namba relationship open panalam nu solumbothu tha
inga voru periya twist.....
ipo atha avunga accept panikala. so na keka aramichen why??
ithuku munadi ithu tha periya prblm start achu nu ipo mutual la open panalam nu solumbothu athuku voru time varatum nu sonanga. seri ok nu na viten.
na avungalta atleast story or pics achum insta la post panalam en clg frnds lam kekuranga na sonen. athulam vonu venam nu soli soli neglet pana aramichanga.
seri ok paravala avungaluku epo thonutho apo paniakalam nu irunthen. apdiye flow la pogatum nu nanum vituten.
but, na final yr padikumbothu she said: let's breakup nu....
enaku onume prla. na reason keten ethukaga..
but avunga atha solave ila.. enala accept panika mudila..
so na school frnds vechu pesunen.
2 months ipdiye poiduchu. finally she said : enaku avan mela iruntha feelings poiduchu. na vera voruthara love panren nu.........
ithuku mela force pana mudiyathu nu vituten....
both school and clg life total la poiduchu.. atleast new va start panalam nu
after clg, na voru coding institute join panen.
angayachum summa irunthurukanum but anga voru ponnu join paniruntha..
pesunanga
na avungala frnd ah tha pathen. she also enaya frnd ah tha patha.
na introvert but avunga pakka extrovert.
nalla pesunom, frnd anom. avunga commited.
avunga lover kudayum na pesunen. avurum nalla frnd anaru.
en school frnd voruthen na paducha institute la join panan..
so na, enoda school frnd, aprm anga institue ponnu voru trio va form achu.
neraya veliya ponom, nalla enjoy panom, but ingayum ethachum vonu varum la athu mathiri
first nanu and ponnu nalla pesitutu irunthom, poga poga apdiye reduce achu, en school frnd kuda na frnds ananga. but avan enaya epayum down aga vida matan.
literally "Brother from another mother".
poga poga enaku antha ponnukum monthly monthly ethachum prblm vanthurum. elam silly reasons ah irukum apiye pogum seri aidum nu na irunthen.
na avungala close best frnd nu nenacha, but avunga enaya just friend ah treat pananga, athu enakum teriyum but na atha perusa eduthukala. recently voru prblm vanthuthu.
apo na open up agi sonen, en ipdi nadakuthu and i asked her if any prblm na solidu nu
finallly she told: enaku vonakum vibe set agala. and i asked vonaku prblm na munadi ye soliruntha enanu seri panirukalam la, she said: enaku thonala, avalo worth ila nu muduchuta.
and epavum pola ingayum finish aiduchu. na epolam voruthar kitta close aguren means athu final la bad ah tha mudithu. enga ponalum finally athu enaku trauma aguthu. na romba emotional type. enala accept panika mudila. enalu ena pandrathunu trla
ithunala enaku pudusha yarukitayachum pesurathuke bayama iruku. enala mudila.
Ivalo thuram varikum padichuruthinga nah .....let me know what i did wrong in this whole situation??
what do i even do now.....