Insecure
I wanna preface by saying I’m mid 20s about 6.3-5” L and approximately 4.5” G. My girlfriend is heavier set (I’m attracted to BBW’s even tho I don’t have a 10” or girthy shlong, never had any complaints (I’ve been with QUITE a few women) and every woman I’ve had sex with we had seconds or thirds, or consistent FWB). I don’t have any problems with any positions, but it triggered me when last night we’re foreplaying and I’m masturbating while fingering her and I got carried away and used 4 fingers in her vagina and she orgasmed like never before, like intense squirt and nearly a body shake. She says I make her cum and/or squirt from PIV + clit stimulation and she squirts from just clit stimulation. She doesn’t use toys or anything, but I think I would die if she came home with a dildo larger than me. She clearly seems to enjoy the sex and tells me over and over that she thinks I’m “big”, but like where’s the mf enthusiastic ahh reactions when I’m dipping in that mf😒.
I just have deep insecurity about this type of stuff and idk why. I’ve had women in the past use dildos during foreplay and they were way bigger than me, and the ladies would have intense orgasms from the dildo. Have also been told “your dick is perfect, the big ones hurt” (women still don’t get how that is the most backhanded compliment ever.
I love how they try to restrict pornography NOW, but where was the “caring for youth” when we were young, developing an unhealthy sense of penis inadequacy.