i guess it’s a story as old as time ; got blindsided & the person i loved now looks at me with contempt, disdain , coldness and honestly they simply hate me
didnt cheat ; no abuse or toxic dynamics , the only thing i really did that bothered them (seemingly at the time) was beg them to stay (i couldn’t wrap my head around why they’d want to break up out of nowhere)
since they’ve avoided me at all costs
im everything i ever wanted to be really since; perfect job for my circumstances, physique i use to dream about, accepted into my dream program @ uni ; 4.0 , a loaded bankroll and a very active social life
none of these things have been enjoyable since i cant share it with them , absolutely nothing brings me joy or a feeling of fulfillment, im kinda at a loss
ive tried dating other people since with nothing fruitful really manifesting beyond the first date , i feel so disconnected from anything emotionally , it pains me to live the life i’ve always wanted and still feel the same i did before
any advice?