u/IndependentAct8163

513 days ago I wanted to end it. That was me. I was ROCK bottom.

I destroyed the beauty of trust with not only my friends and family but with myself. I obsessed over my losses. That obsession lead to more gambling and more despair.

Then I told my friends and family, gave those I trust the control over my finances, and spoke to a therapist.

All I did was treat it like a sickness. When you get sick, you need medicine. Please Do what it takes to get yourself better. Please.

I am on my feet and have gained back everything important that I had lost from this addiction. Which was everything besides stupid fucking money.

You are strong, and you are not alone.