Want to quit and scared of my past
Hello, this a a new account separate from my main. Recently, a website was taken offline by the Dutch Public Prosecution Service. The Public Prosecution Service is currently conducting a preliminary investigation into the site owner and users who uploaded and participated in illegal content. I will not mention the site’s name or what people are accused of, but you can probably figure it out easily as it is in the news
I had an account on this website, but I never downloaded, uploaded, or distributed any videos or images. I did not comment on any videos or interact with any users, other to subscribing to a few.
I had videos “liked” on my account, but none were of any illegal content to the best of my knowledge and if I ever came across something I felt suspicious, I reported it immediately. The site was easily accessible from Google and the site advertised that everything on it was 100% legal.
This whole experience has left me absolutely disgusted and ashamed to the point where it made me look into the mirror and see that I have a problem and I want to quit p-.
I had been watching p- multiple times a day and using it as a coping mechanism for any depression, anxiety, or stress I was feeling.
I am in a bad place right now and am so scared and want to get better and could really use any advice, support, reassurance, or anything else anyone could provide right now.
Thank you.