Yo I'm so drained I have no energy left
Spring fall winter passed by through out all the seasons the same feeling of exuahstion has been hitting me all along I'm so sleep deprived it's not even a joke i contacted housing company for this lousy neighbor that moved on top for a while now they talked to him once and then came back telling me don't bang on the wall when i get jerked awake at 6 am from noise that has been going on for months and waking me up before my actual sleeping cycle of course I'm gonna bang on the wall how else would he stop man my life quality right now is extremely bad no joke I also have an underlying illness just to put the icing on the cake I'm almost at a point right now where death sounds better than living I tried earbuds ear foam white noise it's so despair inducing I changed so much i feel like killing myself not literally but that's how bad it is.