i (18f) am utterly obsessed with my (18m) boyfriend of a year
i don’t know what it is about him. i just love him. the smell of him, the texture of his hair, his skin, even his armpit hair. i hold him while he sleeps and i put my hands up his shirt while he sleeps just so i can feel how warm he is. his hands fit my rib cage perfectly, his dick is the right fit for both my hands and my mouth. i don’t know. when i’m going down on him i let the backside of my teeth rub his tip because i like the feeling of how smooth it is and the taste genuinely makes me want to eat him alive. i tell him to open his mouth so i can stick my nose in his mouth and smell his breath, im clicker trained by him and i want to rip him apart everytime he clicks it. his biceps are bigger than my legs and i used to suck on his forearms if i was having trouble sleeping and he normally pats my back or my butt so i can sleep. sometimes i stick my nose in his armpit and sleep there or i sit in between his legs smelling him. i want this man to literally beat me, i don’t know what it is.