u/Individual-Fan3571

I’m (46NB) sitting here in a sunny day depressed as possible (like su*c*dal ideations and all) but HAD to wear sunscreen. like Im actually concerned about aging and looking older that I am. lol I want to d*e but still care about what I look like in 10 years? Depression paradox is so interesting. Anyway I hope all you out there will make it through and find your (yours and no one else!) happiness.

I'm (46F) sitting here outside on a sunny day as depressed as o e could possibly be (like su*c*dal ideations and all) but I HAD to wear sunscreen because I don’t want to have sun damage and look older than I am. lol like I want to d*e but still care about what I will look like in 10 years? Depression paradox is real. I hope you all out there will make it through and find your (not anyone else’) happiness.