u/Individual-Guava-830

So I've been bulimic for about year. Personally I went through mental struggles that really screwed me up ngl. But I want to change I really do I don't want to die because of this. But my parents keep bringing me to a doctor.

There was this one time I had a mental breakdown and they took me to a therapist ( I don't even want to get started on that I'll just get mad) and it felt like it was working! Like I genuinely was going to stop. But right when she was going to talk to my parents ( I wanted her to because my mom was kinds the reason I started) my dad canceled it saying its to expensive and gave me some food chart thing and basically said handle it by yourself.

I was like fine but now he's taking me to do some checkup in my brain to see if I have a whole other diease or something but I dont want to do that I didnt even know I was going to do that . It's just so frustrating because I REMEMBER I told my mom before and she was mad and dissatisfied but told me not to tell my dad ​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​, but now it's like she forgot? Idk I just really want to talk to the therapist again but I heard my dad say to another doctor that the therapist was like a waste of time. Idk man I just do not want to go the clinic again I just want someone to hear me. How do I convince them?

( so sorry this so long I lowkey locked in XD) ​​​​​