u/IndividualClient7880

or just the sch of iit if you aren’t alr very good at coding
respectfully, everything in this sch is dysfunctional, literally anything other sch would be better. it is also incredibly coding based where you have to basically read code 24/7 and just a sprinkle of math, but nothing else. all day it’s just code. y1 is okay-ish but by y2 it’s genuinely so bad. they teach you things 2 weeks before submission of projects and they also stack projects on top of each other for you to submit at once, there’s no time to submit anything properly unless you use AI or are very well versed in code prior. tp may be a good poly, but I wouldn’t know cause im in iit 😂

also im going to kill myself cause of this diploma

ive got sore throat and blocked/runny nose and a slight fever but i got a presentation today worth 30%. idk if MC is even allowed and im super anxious cause what if i started throwing up and sneezing in the middle of a presentation omg do I take the risk

my friend is helping me write this because i cant really do it myself. he told me i might have dyslexia and i didnt even know what that was before today.

i am 16 and i cant read properly. i know some words like “tree” or “bed” or “you”, but most of the time the words look incomprehensible or i forget what i just read. in school i survive because other people help me. they sometimes let me copy or point the answers out during tests, but during exams i guess answers or stare at the paper until it’s over.

teachers think im lazy. one teacher asked me to read out loud once and everybody laughed because i couldnt do it. after that i started pretending i had a sore throat whenever they made people read in class. they’ve also just begun not picking me to read or answer questions.

i also don’t use the internet much, i just use it to watch youtube or doomscroll on tiktok or draw. staring at small words make my head ache.

my parents also dont really care. i told them school is hard and they just say i need to try harder. i asked if i could see a doctor or somebody and they also said we dont have money for it.

i feel scared all the time because everybody else can do things that seem impossible to me. i dont think ive ever read a whole book in my life, just a few sentences.

does this sound like symptoms dyslexia or am i actually just illiterate? should i try to get a diagnosis?

if anyone has questions, reply and i’ll tell ask my friend to answer the best he can. i’m really worried for him.