Im not really..i really struggle to enjoy life and be positive.. why we suffer like that ? Whats the point of living ? Ok we go to work and eat and sleep .. but what for ? Anyways...
I feel so sad and lonely. Ive been single for +5 years and i was once married. I have 1 kid who will most likely never have a sibling. Im not very close to my parents nore my siblings. I dont really have close friends. My job is meh. Im not in my best shape although i have male attention once in awhile. I have crippling anxiety. I feel unimportant and useless. Nothing makes me happy. Everything i do i see a negative side of it. Im never satisfied and Although im not poor, im far from rich and far from the life i envision when i was a little innoncent girl. I feel like I failed at life. The only good thing is my son who i love so much its undescribable. I dont know what i would do without him. But everything else is bs. I dont enjoy life. I just wanted to share my heart. To help me maybe see clearer by writting here. Thank you.