Am I in a mixed episode or depressive? f17, recently diagnosed
Ok, Im going to try to jump to the point as quickly as possible, but for the past week and a half I've sleeping too much and then not sleeping enough. Like one day, Im hella energetic, cleaning my room (its an absolute mess, I just got out of a major depressive episode l, it was about 3-4 months long, I was unmotivated, and suicidal at the time, i ended up checking myself into the hospital for a week, I got diagnosed with Bipolar 2 while I was admitted), and then the next day, Im pissed off with world and Im inside all day, bedrotting. At first I thought it was because I was taking Benadryl for my spring time allergies, but something feels off because Im every small thing pisses me off, including spending time with my boyfriend on call(long-distance, we've been together for about 3 months). Im usually ecstatic when we call, regardless if its to sleep oncall or just talk about mundane stuff, but now it feels like too much, everything feels lile too much and too little at the same time, and Im overstimulated just being in a room with one person, eating makes me feel obese (Im overweighed, mainly because I have a bulky build), sleep feels unstable, and trying to human feels hard all over again. Im unmedicated because my family(theyre all religious to the point where they constantly passively push their beliefs onto me after I asked them to stop) thinks that Jesus is gonna solve my mental problems and that medication is poisonous, I turn 18 in about half a year, but that feels like centries away. Anyways, I just wanted to know if Im gping thru a depressive episode, hypomanc episode, or a mix of both because it feels weird in a bad way.