Why is moving on so hard?
Context: I recently broke up with my girlfriend because she said she's not sure if she can give me the love and treatment I deserve and that she wants to work on herself first, the break up was a bit one-sided. I wasn't ready to let her go but she was so set on it that I had no choice but to do what she wants. I'm only 16 years old and I know I'll probably meet someone else since I'm still so young but I really thought we would be able to make it work as long as we communicate properly. My older sister met her long term girlfriend at the age of 16 too so I foolishly thought the same would happen to me. I don't even have that much friends because I don't go out often, most of my irl friends, I met in school and being the only lesbian in our circle of friends is a bit lonely because sometimes I get the feeling that no one really understands me there and I can't really talk to them about this.
I'm scared I won't be able to meet someone like her again. Growing up, my parents weren't that healthy and often cheated on each other which ended in them getting their marriage annulled so I didn't exactly have the best upbringing. I thought that people will eventually cheat and lie or hurt each other but she changed that, she showed me that there are still people who can love you genuinely.
How do you even move on from someone like that?