u/IndyCJ_

Hey, this is my first time posting in this sub and I’m not the best at writing so please bear with me. Let me start off by explaining my life situation. Right now I’m 18 years old and I’m fully moved out and living on my own while working full time in IT and doing college online. I currently feel like I’m stuck right now and don’t know what to do with my life. First my work completely sucks and I’m not happy at all. The people I work with are fine and I enjoy talking with them but they do their own thing with each other and don’t include me in lunch so I end up having to wait till they get back to go eat lunch by myself every day. I mean they’ll occasionally invite me to lunch or do something on a Friday night but I just feel left out. I don’t have friends outside of work, most of the time I just go home and run then eat and shower and get ready for bed. I feel like I made a big mistake on going to work full time instead of going to college with my friends. I try to put myself out there but I just am not the best in those type of situations. Anyways I’m in a really bad spot mentally and idk how to get out or make friends. I just feel awkward when I try to talk to people I don’t know. I’m trying to decide if I should stick at my job or either go to another company or enlist in the military. Really I don’t know what I’m asking but if you have any advice on making friends or career wise or anything else please let me know.