u/Ineedhelp_ithink_

Okay so I’m gonna try to explain as much as I can without going all the way from the beginning and try to make sense because English isn’t my first language , my mom has always favoured my brother over me ever since he was born and I honestly had accepted it after a few years because it was no use arguing or talking to her about it but this morning when I woke up I had a dry throat and my body was feeling quite weak and although I told my mom about it to hopefully find a solution she didn’t seem to care so I just shutup and went to the gym just like a regular day but when I came back I was feeling worse than before, I had started vomitting and coughing a lot as well as having a headache I told my mom about it again but she brushed it off. I was sitting on my bed until I heard my brother come home from school and when I went down to check(also I have break because my finals were over not too long ago that’s why I don’t have school)she was worried and checked his health because it was cloudy and he seemed to have less energy, she went all the way to make him a soothing tea and made snacks too while he was using his phone and playing games. I asked her if she could give me some of the tea because my throat still hurts and I also said why didn’t she make one for me earlier when I told her about it. She immediately got all defensive and said she didn’t know anything about it at all because apparently I didn’t told her and that I’m trying to ruin everything by making her seem like a neglectful mother. She then went out all the way to mentioning how other kids are going to extra classes in the break while I’m wasting my time going to the gym since I’m a girl,she also said I’ve become very disrespectful because my father spoils me too much and that I’m useless. At that moment I don’t know what really happened to me but I broke down crying and just argued with her for like an hour until I screamed at her saying her behaviour on favouring men is no surprising since she never grew up with a father anyways and ran to my room, now she’s telling all her friends about this and even complained to my dad while he’s at work. I can’t sleep or rest because my head hurts with all the crying and need to know if I crossed the line