
u/Inevitable-Cod1358

One of those nights....
where I feel lonely and desperate for a human touch, preferably a woman. Do you have those days when all the bones in your body scream queer like you can't imagine being any other way? It has been more than 15 years since my first girl crush and despite dating guys I'm still very queer. One of those nights where I changed the hinge setting to women despite knowing there's no future (I don't lie to anyone about expectations). Damn these nights!
Moved on, yet ...
After more than 6 years I still can't hear some of the songs I enjoyed with my ex, not because I miss her or anything. I still feel my chest getting heated up, my body still remembers the emotional abuse and manipulation.
Be very careful girls when you choose a queer partner. Queer people don't have a lot of support anyway, being in a wrong relationship can really mess you up.
That being said, don't be paranoid but be aware.
The gay confusion is a real thing. Does it ever end? When do you know if it is just platonic or romantic?