u/Inevitable-Letter111

I am a 2026 CS grad from a tier 1.5 college. I had 3 offers when i was in collage and chose an MNC because of their high PPO rate. My internship last month, and they told me I am not getting the PPO due to headcount.

Now, I am jobless in this brutal market with a 16 Lakh education loan hanging over me. If i sell everything whatever me and my family owns still i will not able to pay 16L, and I haven't told anyone yet. My parents still think I have a job.

I know I can crack something else in a few months, but the fear of rejection is paralyzing me. My mind keeps asking, What if I get rejected again? I can't even focus right now. I really don't know what to do.