u/Inevitable-Panic4065

after my dad and dog died, also when i got bullied by some kids that are also scientologists like me and didn’t get any help from a scientology school i was in. i’m mentally suffering and i’m on SRD, i never got any mental help because i thought it would help me be in “present time” but i don’t see it helped. i’m only 15, im scared of being framed as a suppressive person for saying this, i even got into ethics for an interview for saying in my session that the sessions i got didn’t help me.

im a scientologist who mostly grew up around scientology. i use to go to a school owned by a scientologist and she was before my best friend, she would stand up for me against people picking on me, until i met a boy from 5th grade (who is a scientologist too) and started constantly bullying me with his other friends by talking smack and making fun of me for being myself and I actually do not know why he bullied me but I feel like it’s because he does stuff against other people, pretending to be all nice, but he stabs them in the back. i’ve reported him and his friend so many times and the principal has done nothing about it, the only thing i would get from her is saying “maybe you have to look what you are causing.” in scientology, you have this thing of being cause of everything. so basically it means that everything that happens to you is your responsibility or your fault and you could’ve done something before so it wouldn’t happen. she kicked me out in 2023 and the same guy was pretending to be a boy named Roman, and then he later exposed that it was him and calling me a bitch only for standing up against his friend, laughing about me and it was kind of like stalking and then he posted me without my permission and I wanted to report him to the police for doing that, but I can’t, because he is a scientologist too. He’s still going to school with me and he talks smack about everyone and also he is still not nice to me and he was trying to bother me when I showed no interest in and now I reported it to the principal and I need advice if I should report him to the police or not if he doesn’t one more time because I feel like filing a restraining order against him.

i’m a 15 year old who grew up around scientology, and I’m trying to figure things out.
i lost my dad to cancer in 2025, and I’ve been doing this course SRD and other scientology practices, but I’ve realized they haven’t really helped my mental health the way i thought it would be. i’m still struggling with grief and with things that have happened in my life.
i’ve also dealt with bullying. one of my bullies pretended to be someone else online, called me names, posted about me without my permission, and I was worried about stalking. i reported it to my school, but I never went to the police because he’s also a scientologist, and I was afraid of what might happen if i did.
i’m looking for advice from people who have been through something similar. i’m also very scared that if i report that guy who bullied me to the police, i will maybe get in trouble and i do not want that because i love my people.