- groomed at 17, had a baby at 18
- parents were never emotionally present, they never really knew me as a person. Mom what’s my favorite color?
- child has autism, incredible hard to raise
- no support whatsoever, my dad block me bc I told him that the word “parent” is just a word to me, what matters is the actions. He got so offended lol
- my mom has not hug me in years, plus she only exists
- had to learn how to do everything on my own, cook, pay bills, pay rent, find rent, also help my moms taxes, she doesn’t know English, doesn’t know how to do anything herself.
-she takes care of my 5 year old sometimes, but since my baby is autistic she always yells at her
- my dream was to be an actress, singer, a model… my body is full of stretch marks, I’m fat, I have extremely bad cellulite, i have huge puffy eyebags, a recessive jaw, my tits are dropping to the floor.
- I left my mom to go live with my bf at the time, he abuse me physically, but I depended on him to go to work, he took my baby to daycare, I don’t have a car.
- I left his ass bc he payed a hooker, I had to leave my job bc I cannot take my daughter to school, my job starts earlier than her class.
- I’m broke, with an autistic child, no support, no car, no job.
- been bullied since I was extremely young. I think is bc I like attention, I like expressing myself, I’m very outgoing but Im ugly so I just seem annoying and obnoxious.
- no, I don’t have more family, I’m an immigrant, left when I was 5, what’s a grandma?
- I’m an only child from both sides.
- i think I don’t have friends because Im ugly
- I think I don’t get a good job because Im ugly
- yes I blame everything on my ugliness
I was once pretty, before all that cellulite and fat… I lived like a queen, that’s why I know life treats me like shit because I’m ugly.
Anyways… I have potential, maybe I need a sugar to sponsor me or I’ll fucking kill myself tonight.
The only thing that keeps me here is my daughter, which doesn’t know how to express feelings, or talk… this is extremely lonely guys